the fire beneath

i wanna feel alive again
feel the burning desire beneath my skin
the passion for compassion
the innate desire to create
what’s mine….in my head
no dread will take over
will not shoot me dead
with negativity, serenity is what i seek
i go too deep
down to my core, my fire, burning bright
but stifled under a rock of shame
telling me i can’t succeed
feeling…it’s greed
break down the wall….don’t be afraid to fall
for i will rise up
from the ashes of my past….let it go
it’s not part of the show
no spotlight, no fight, no right
away from here needless fear
blow my mind….away….away
you’re not part of my fate
for i will succeed
move past the need of approval
no, it’s just me
who’s reaching for a star
it’s not too far

not to be

thoughts invade her mind with tongues as sharp as fire breathing dragons – relentless
tearing apart what should be into what will never be
so she cried sweet tears over a love she never knew she had, because of her mind
and the thoughts
of not believing what was true and not seeing who he was
she was who he wanted her to be…”his one,” in his mind
in her mind she had to fly, only to return to a love that was lost… never to be
his love – to another
her heart he still had
in his thoughts she still was
forever to stay each “one” and only true love… that couldn’t be

The Warning

To everyone who said I couldn’t
Watch me do what you said I shouldn’t
Watch me soar and watch me fly
Do everything I want….no I won’t comply
With your rules and your words….they all sound absurd
With your contradictions and acts of fiction…no affliction
Try to stop me I won’t break
Try to block me but for your sake
Back away and forget
Those words or feel regret

The Meaning….Confused

What do they mean….words

Happiness can be so predictable

Spewing sunflowers and rainbows and kittens and butterflies

The phenomenal phenomenon of being a wanderlust….not lost

Trying to find the end of where it all began

And digging deeper into the congenial souls who wish they could win the Presidential start to finish

Just to start….longing

The difference….it would be

If they cared about society

To rewire the brain to live outside your bubble in the reality of what is

To create a metamorphosis of the emotions of the mind….a balance

A return to what is supposed to be

Please help my friend fulfill his dream:

Thanks muchπŸ™‚πŸ™‚πŸ™‚πŸ™‚

Help My Friend Finish School

Random Thoughts

Eyes closed…..nose to nose
Thoughts flow through the subconscious minds of unicorns and turtles swimming in
the sea of my mind….that’s unfocused….in fast forward
To the opening of doors and the closing of fingers in the gloves of the doves
Don’t forget the love of the and the chocolate
Pull on my heart strings….in your dreams
Falling down….no getting up
Always up and up and up
To where you want to be….Should be….Are meant to be
Immortal infinity


Words escape my mouth

That don’t always cross my mind

Not normally said

Those words leave my lips

Unintentional hurt

That could lead to the end

The end not deserved

Misunderstood, they were, without thought

No consideration, abomination, cancellation

I wish I could

Erase what was said,Β  rewind to before

Those words entered my head

The Importance

Steel are the flowers in my soul

In the outlet of my mind

Words feed the hunger in my heart

Fast flowing words that never stop

Beating to the rhythm of the sounds

Sounds that fill my brain with the marks

The never ending marks that create

The music of my life

Jump for the Good and Succesful Year

Surrender to the necessity of the jump

The jump that would not exist if you didn’t already take it

The risk of falling, the fear of failing, the need to be sure of what will be

The destiny that is, and the time that was, and the need for money and power and empowerment

Make it your New year, your Good year, your Happy year

To see beyond what is already there

To go for the green, but not forgetting the red….of the heart….the love….for what is….be still

But don’t wait for the time when it all feels right, when everything is perfect, and nothing will fall apart

Because then you might not try

If there is no try then the answer is no and it all ends there and you’re stuck….not knowing

So let your wings spread and your voice get loud and take the jump….take it

No regrets

To be heard

When all you want is to be heard

But the voice of fear silences your tongue

Bravery is gone….away

To the depths of not understanding what should be heard

Facts matter….Not opinions

No love, No heartbeat

No thoughts about others and their existence….their feelings

Just fear

Fear of being wrong

Fear of what isn’t

Fear of what ifs, and no’s, and tears

Fight the fear

Find the love

And listen

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